~foolycoolybabe

Well...things are eh....i'm sick as always and struggling with the stress of trying to recover while catching up with work...i want so badly to give up but a few friends help me push through...it doesnt help finding out that other dear friends who I haven't been able to spend time with lately are complaining that I get unfair treatment because of my illness though...that makes me so sad...especially when i have stuck by them and helped them...all I want is a healthy life where I don't have any of these health problems...im always out but im not having fun...im at home miserably sick and trying my best to get any work done at all...im worried that im not gonna make it and finding out that someone so dear to me is saying things like this...well its disheartening...but i will push on...and to the person I have adressed here, if you read this...i wish this wasnt my life and i wish u didnt see it as special treatment but as some chance for me to get through high school...a pity on the school's part...anything than what you see it as...i miss you and want to spend time with you...but I need to spend practically all my time working...call me whenever...i hope we can get back to being close one day...but the things i hear you say really hurt...i wish for a few days i could switch lives with you...but im stuck in mine with crappy health and im doing all i can...im just trying to live my life...anyway...thats all for now